30天

已经是5月7号了..

还有30天..

下个月的今天..

就是我们的约定..

*期待着*


FROM +JaSoN+

心痛

看到你这么辛苦..

我却不知道怎么帮你..

唯有陪着你渡过..

我很心痛看到你这样..

希望你可以捱过这些辛苦的日子..

在未来的日子..我想照顾你..

不再让你那么辛苦..

要你做一个幸福的人..

我要给你幸福..


FROM +JaSoN+

恋爱令人心痛

锺嘉欣&韦雄 - 恋爱令人心痛

作曲：周杰伦
填词：张美贤
编曲：杜自持
监制：杜自持

男：许多深宵两点钟 睡眼惺忪辗转反侧蔓延头痛
明日的工作极重 谁不是各有痛楚於心中
女：彷佛居於外太空 荧幕当中跟不相识讲我的梦
我的心 好像遥控 火花在半秒还是会冰封
(男：谁亦有千个面孔 讲心事你我也都感觉重)
合：怎相信灰色天里终於竟会有彩虹 情歌像不深不浅伤口当中再触碰
男：日後定能记住 恋爱令人几痛 (女：记得失望几痛)
合：然後碰着谁亦别要失控

合：怎知道孤单的你心声竟与我相同
合：无心又似已注定转多少弯也相碰
男：梦话未曾开口 偏你就能猜中 (女：我该 怎样相信)
合：难道故事能避免伤痛
女：彷佛居於外太空 荧幕当中跟不相识讲我的梦
我的心 好像遥控 火花在半秒还是会冰封
(男：谁亦有千个面孔 讲心事你我也都感觉重)

合：怎知道孤单的你心声竟与我相同
合：无心又似已注定转多少弯也相碰
男：梦话未曾开口 偏你就能猜中 (女：我该怎样相信)
合：难道故事能避免伤痛
男：若是尚存美发梦 (女：准我突然英勇)
合：难道美丽能越过心痛


听了这首歌..
心里有一个问题..
恋爱会让人心痛吗?
恋爱可以让人很甜蜜..
可是恋爱也可以让人心痛..
而我们都会受到不同的挫折和伤害..
会让我们伤得很深..很心痛
无法痊愈..
都不知该怎么好..
唯有流泪..


FROM +JaSoN+

明白

当我跟我的朋友聊了一番之后..

我明白了..

我不会去逼你了..

我会让你好好的选择..

给你时间去考虑清楚..

不会给你压力..


FROM +JaSoN+

等待

当我起来叫醒你的时候..
因为时间还没到..
就让你睡多一会..
我突然想要继续写我的心情..
过了一个很难受的夜晚..
希望会雨过天晴..
好事会跟着来..

在我刚才还没入睡之前..
我就一直在想..
之前我对自己说了我会等你..
我就对自己说我要等下去..
就算前路不容易走..
我都不会放弃你..
我要求你不要把我放到很远..
虽然我们的距离很远..
可是我们不可以放弃..
我不可以沉..我要有信心..
我不要你乱想而做错决定..
我不想你走过某些人走过的路..
因为这样的决定都不是对大家好..
就是很伤心..
反而就像把刀狠狠地捅在我们俩的心..
那些伤痕都只会越来越深..
也就是抢走我们俩可以幸福的机会..
不知道如何解析..
也许你现在不相信我..
我一定会证明给你看..可是你要给我机会..
我不会把感情来当玩偶..
因为就是那份特别的感觉..
我有百分百清楚我的心..
所以我知道我自己在做什么..我很理智
我不是一时冲动..也不是意气用事..
难道我们所说过要一起做的..你不觉得你会开心吗?
所以我就要从那里把你拉上来..
我可以愿意为你做任何事..
我不会说什么好话..来讨好你..
我只想你知道..我是很爱你的..
我从来都没有要放弃你..
就算我们会有多大的考验..
我希望我们可以一起克服..
我不会让你孤单..也不会丢下你一个人..
你也不要丢下我不理..
对我来讲..
对你好已经成了我的责任..
所以我会等你..
我知道你不要伤害我..
可是你不可以为了这样..
而特地离开..反而这样会把我伤得更深..
遇见你是我的幸运..我很高兴..
也许这就是缘分..
我从来没有责怪你对我这样..
所以你要让我证明给你..
我是值得让你爱我..


*等待你*


FROM +JaSoN+

无法形容的心情

阳光十足的一天..
虽然今早都充满了阳光..
可是我对今天有一个无奈的感觉..
我真的不会去形容这一天..
真实它是一个晴天..
然而..今早我有一种天黑的预感..
说真的..
我不要去想..因为我不想伤害自己..
所以我不会形容..
我不知道自己要什么..
我只想看彩虹的出现..
因为彩虹可以带给我希望..

其实今天我有点不爽..
因为我怕你乱想..
我知道你到那个地方..
你就会去想一些不开心的事情..
我很担心..
我真的担心失去你..
说不出的心声..好难受
哭不出..可是心里却流泪..
我的预感果然没有错..
我想像的都有发生..
就如天色突然变得很暗..
我不想走..我不想离开你..
可是我看不到下一步要怎么走..
你的决定我无法明白..更无法想像到..
我唯有逃避..希望我听到的会随风吹走..
我想把自己躲起来..
我只想一个人..
我很想爱你..
所以我决定放全部的心在里面..
可是我不知道怎么办..
有人劝我要对这份感情有信心..
我很想实现自己的承诺..
也许你不知道我对自己的承诺..
我有的信心..我要做到那些承诺
可是我就不敢面对失败..
我讨厌失败..因为我不要失败..
我不想再受伤..
因为心里的伤痕会很难痊愈..

我想看到彩虹..
因为你就如一道彩虹..
带给我快乐..还有幸福..
说真的..当你在我的身旁..
我感觉很舒服..
我自然就会忘掉不开心的事情..还有没有压力..
就是这样..
我对你有一种特别的感觉..
而我就要想去爱你..
保护你..守护你..
我无法想象没有你的日子..
真的..

可是我希望你会好好take care自己..
不想你去恨自己..

我不知道怎么写下去了..
对不起..
我不想写..
想要躲起来..
这样的话..也许我会比较舒服..

*等待彩虹的出现*


FROM +JaSoN+

自信

平静的一天..
时间还是过得蛮快的..
现在呢..
我选了"自信"为标题..
因为我想到你..

我认为个人的自信很重要..
人生里面无法缺少这点..
对自己有信心是一件好事..
然而..你会变成比较成功..
因为你会去尽力..
就会没有遗憾..
也许不需要去理会别人对你的看法..
然后自己就不会再有而外的压力..
就这样..
你就不会介意别人对你的针对还是不看好你..

我想对你说..
你要对自己有信心..
不用在乎别人的看法或想法..
因为别人怎么想..我们都无法控制的..
就算全部人都不看好你..
我都会一直支持你..
我会做你唯一的支持者..
我对你有百分百的信心..
可是首先你要对你自己有信心..
我希望..
你可以振作起来..放松自己的心情..
我要跟你一起分担..一起渡过..
别感到有压力..就说出你的心声..
我愿意为你解决..
如果我不能..我只好听你诉苦..
也许你会比较舒服..

真的希望你会过得好一点..
还有希望你真的好了..

我要你幸福快乐!


FROM +JaSoN+

想见你

平凡的一天..
就是没什么东西做..

还有5个星期多..
我终于可以回家了..
好久没有回家的感觉..显得很期待..
可是我回去我就想见到你..
因为我太想你了..
很期待见到你..
当我见到你时..我想要抱着你..

唉可是..
还有两个星期我就要面对担心的心情..
也许我都会比较紧张..当要到考试的时候
常常会给自己压力..
可能给自己压力..才会考得比较好..
可是我要陪着你..
无论如何..我希望还可以找到时间跟你讲话..
毕竟你都会忙起来了..

希望你会过得好..等我
我很想你呢..真的

FROM +JaSoN+

需要时间

一天糟糕的日子..
我的心情显然都在低迷当中..
什么都不想做..
需要顾虑到很多方面..
但是我仍然最紧张的都是你..
我的脑海一片空白..
唯有你在里面..
我什么都不想做..
我只想你..

唉
我有时会不明白你到底在想什么..
也许你还在想“他”..我知道的..
我明白的..你所说的..
你需要时间..
但是几久是一个问号..
可是我仍然要等你..我不要错过你..
我不知道我的存在会不会让你忘记过去..
因为我想你忘记过去..不要再伤害自己了..
然而有个人对你更好..
我希望你会珍惜你身边的人..
愿意为你做任何事..
无论你会伤我多少..我都继续等你..
虽然都很难受..有时唯有自己躲起来流泪..
不想让别人知道..
心的伤痕会越来越深...
可是我都没有放弃你..
有时会觉得自己做得不够好...还是自己根本就是差..
我对你有一种特别的感觉...
虽然你觉得这份爱会很虚幻..因为我们的距离问题..
然而..我想答应你..
我要给你希望..我不会只是说而已..
带给你比从前更快乐...
疼你..
守护你..
不给你受到伤害...
所以时间可以证明一切..
我希望时间可以证明我对你的一切...

-我的心声-


FROM +JaSoN+

BY2 - 我知道

BY2 - 我知道 (LG冰淇淋手机代言曲)

词/曲：于萱

从来没想过　不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你　陪着我心痛
一切都是我　太过骄纵　以为你会懂
一直忘了说　我有多感动

我知道　你还是爱着我
虽然　分开的理由　我们都已接受
你知道　我会有多难过
所以　即使到最後　还微笑着要我加油

我知道　你还放不下我
才会　在离开时　闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中　其实　这份爱没停过

从来没想过　不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你　陪着我心痛
一切都是我　太过骄纵　以为你会懂
一直忘了说　我有多感动

我知道　你还是爱着我
虽然　分开的理由　我们都已接受
你知道　我会有多难过
所以　即使到最後　还微笑着要我加油

我知道　你还放不下我
才会　在离开时　闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中　其实　这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦　在脑海里头
我多希望你　还在我左右

我知道　你还是爱着我
虽然　分开的理由　我们都已接受
你知道　我会有多难过
所以　即使到最後　还微笑着要我加油

我知道　你还放不下我
才会　在离开时　闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中　其实　这份爱没停过

答应你　我会好好过　不让　这些眼泪白流



很好听也很有意思!!

-我的感想-

我知道我爱你
我知道我们会幸福快乐
我知道我会抱着你
我知道我在想你
我知道你还放不下
我知道你很难忘记
我知道我要带给你快乐
我知道我要对你好
我知道我要为你牺牲
我知道我要给你希望

FROM +JaSoN+

Tagged yet again

Kena tagged again.

001. Real Name → Tan Loon Hung
002. Nickname(s)→ Jason, 贾森, 废柴 = "Fai Chai"
004. Zodiac sign → Leo
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Forgot what name
007. Middle School → SJK(C) Lick Hung
008. High School → SM Sri Kuala Lumpur
009. College School → Taylor's University College
010. Hair color → Natural Black = 没有dye过
011. Long or short → 短头发
012. Loud or Quiet → 比较文静
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Both
015. Health or freak → 健康比较重要
016. Drink or Smoke? → 喝酒好一点.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → 有可是不告诉你
018. Eat or Drink → 喝水
019. Piercings → 如果有我就给我父母碾死
020. Tattoos → 讨厌啦
021. Social or Anti-Social → Anti-Social = 少接触别人
022. Righty or lefty → 右手

First
023. First piercing → 很废的问题
024. First relationship → 15 years old
025. First Best friend → Form 1
026. First award → 五年级
027. First Kiss → Not telling
028. First pet → 我的鱼
029. First Big Vacation → 中国
030. First Love at first sight → Someone in primary school
031. First big birthday → 11th years old Burfday party..期待21岁的
032. First Surgery → NO way
033. First sport you joined → Basketball

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice : Orange juice
035. Rock or Rap : 两个都不喜欢.
036. Country or Screamo : 不知道什么来的.
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys : 两个都一般.
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera : Britney spears.
039. Night or Day : 晚上比较安静.
040. Sun or Moon : 月亮.
041. TV or Internet : Internet.
042. Playstation or xbox : 没有xbox.
043. Kiss or hug : Kiss
044. Iguana or turtle : Turtle
045. Spider or bee : 啊..我两个都讨厌
046. Fall or spring : 春天会好一点.
047. Limewire or iTunes : 支持iTunes.
048. Soccer or baseball : 足球

Currently
049. watching nba game → 很少了
050. Drinking → 蛮喜欢喝酒..
051. Excitement level → 35% 吧
052. I'm about to → 想你
053. Listening to → 你的感觉.
054. Plans for today → sleeping and prepare for exam.
055. Waiting for → 一位很重要的人.
056. Energy Level → 10%
057. Thinking of someone → 我爱的人.

Future dreams
058. Want kids? → 可以啦.
059. Want to get married? → 要啊.
060. when → 如果时间来到.
061. How many kids do you want → 不知道
062. Any name on the mind → 没那么快啦
063. What did you want to be when you were little → 飞机师
064. Careers in mind → Marketing Director 或者拥有自己的公司.
065. Mellow future or wild → 不知道.
066. Something you would never try → 跟女朋友去环游欧洲.
067. When do you want to die → 一切顺其自然

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or eyes → 眼睛
069. Romantic or Funny? → 浪漫
070. Shorter or taller? → 我不介意
071. Protective or Caring? → caring吧..我会保护她
072. Romantic or Spontaneous → 有话直言
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → 不介意.
074. Sensitive or loud→ 都ok
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → 不知道
077. Muscular or normal → 普通就好

Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger → 没有啦
079. Broken a bone → 没有
080. Lost glasses/contacts → 有..可是被我弄坏的
081. Ran away from home → 不想..现在我觉得家很好
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → 怎样买gun?
083. Killed somebody → 有的话我就在jail了
084. Broken someone's heart → 还蛮多的..唉
085. Had your heart broken → 有啊..比别人伤得更深
086. Been arrested → 没有
087. Cried when someone died → 有啊

Do you believe in
089. Yourself → 一定啊
090. Miracles → 我相信.
091. Love at first sight → 有可能
092. Heaven → 人死了就没知觉..所以没有
093. Santa Claus → 假的吧
094. Tooth Fairy→ 不知道
095. Kiss on the first date→ 也许会
096. Angels → 有就可以完成我的wish了
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → 她
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → 不会..
099. Do you believe in God → 会..因为我知道会保佑我
100. 我不想tag别人.


FROM +JaSoN+

梁一贞 - 说爱我

我的眼睛并不向往另一片天空　禁止进入爱情是我说的
谁也听不见　这种孤单真可怜　多爱一次　就多些寂寞

你为什麽还是不懂我要的自由　一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为　快乐最後会粉碎　人最孤单的时候绝不会掉眼泪
说爱我　在我的耳边对我说　我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了　我们还看不懂　那一些心酸快乐　有多少还很真呢
说爱我　用你的手心温暖我　就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想躲　我要的并不多　一起看天空好吗　最後一分钟

你为什麽还是不懂我要的自由　一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为　快乐最後会粉碎　人最孤单的时候绝不会掉眼泪
说爱我　在我的耳边对我说　我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了　我们还看不懂　那一些心酸快乐　有多少还很真呢
说爱我　用你的手心温暖我　就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想躲　我要的并不多　一起看天空好吗　最後一分钟

说爱我

我知道你想躲　我要的并不多　一起看天空好吗　说爱我
说爱我



虽然这首歌很经典很久了..
但是我一听了..我就喜欢上这首个了..
我想听你说爱我..
我希望我们是有结果..我很有信心我可以做得到..
就算别人都说我傻..我不会去理他们..
我对你有信心..我不会放弃你..
我说真的..

FROM +JaSoN+

遗憾 + 伤心

唉..我想要说..

伤心是因为我不见了我的手提电脑..

遗憾是我没有环游整个西班牙..

不知该说什么才好..

因为它再也不会回来了..

痛苦的一周..


FROM +JaSoN+

Regretful Trip - Spain 03.04.09 - 06.04.09

To start this post..
previously I have a wonderful thought of Spain..
and yes..the thoughts were right
because it is a nice place to travel..
*tourist attractions, foods, accommodation* were perfect..
and as for my trip..I had best for all these things..
and we are really enjoying those moments..
however we are back earlier than expected..
something really unlucky happened..
but on earth I could not believe this incident would happened to me..
my laptop was GONE..stolen by the IDIOTIC pickpockets or so called thieves..
well..they should go to hell..seriously they do not deserved to be ALIVE in this world..
why I say so?because if you are coming to this world to steal people things..
then please F*** off from this world..
sorry I have to say that..I'm too frustrated with this
If u want to rob my money..I would definitely give it to u..IDIOTS! beggars
POOR Bastards! go to HELL! u r not born in this world to steal people things..F***ERS!

haih..I would say I'm unlucky to meet these bastards..
it is just like a fate because I have no idea why I would put down my bag on that time..
I can't say it is who's fault and I can just blame myself..
and yet..no matter what I said or what I do..
my lovely laptop would not come back anymore..
I'm sad and heart broken..
to make things worse..I really feel helpless and hopeless..
I could not find someone to talk to..
I'm sad that I don't know how to cry already...
why?what I have done that I have to get this punishment?
can I have a better life?
do I need a change?*wondering*
I'm REGRET of the trip!! sobx T.T

in the end..
I'm sorry to say my photos were all in the laptop..
and it's gone..I'm speechless..
but I still have some photos left..
and I think of all the photos left..
this is the best..
I duno..I got no comment...


JaSoN @ Sagrada Familia, Barcelona

alright..I want to end this post..
I have no better things to say..because I'm sad..
I duno what to say..I just hope those people go to hell!
bastards!

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Happie Birthday

31st of March again..
and
Happie 17th Burfday to u!!
Wei Siang

lolx..can learn driving adi..
be careful and TAKE CARE ok?
enjoy!

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6 Months / Half a year

Just wanted to write this post..
before I go to bed..
well..today is the exact date that I have live in the UK..
for 6 months (Half a year)!
although it is not a big day..
no celebration or anything..just like going through another normal day..
people do say time flies..and yes I agree..
but we have to see how we spend our time during the past..
well..for me..of course I did that too..
during these 6 months..
I always been wondering what I have done for the last few months..
to be honest..there is not much thing I have learn..
I can see I spent most of my time..
wasting time around..like having holidays..
making my life meaningless..
In fact..I learn a concept which is time is very important to us..
I dun wish to waste time..
but I just can't do anything beside going through this until the summer..
I can say that u never know the hell of these..
ARGH!

FROM +JaSoN+

TANK - 全世界都停電

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TANK - 全世界都停電

作詞：姚若龍
作曲：Tank
編曲：洪敬堯

連你都會殘忍隔絕 我的心能要誰了解
眼中燭光搖晃著熄滅
為何把我推向邊緣 被砸壞了的一切
卡住了我讓我無法往前

囚禁在距離笑聲最遠的房間
單獨隔離 寂寞地盤旋

全世界都停了電 全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被貼上黑夜
我吶喊思念 卻沒人聽見
絕望到極點剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了電 全世界白雪滿天
才發覺在我心間 有回憶碎片
一作夢翻身 就刺痛流血
我卷著身體縮成一個圈 像一個句點

如果全世界都停電..
你会感到怎样？
孤单还是害怕？

我个人蛮喜欢这首歌的曲
还不错..

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Bloody Internet

F***ing disappointed with the bloody Internet..

because it has down for around 30 hours!

and finally I just got it back 10 minutes ago..

I finally feel relief because the Internet is the only source of my entertainment!

Ish..come on! the stupid Internet connection..please don't be down anymore!


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Emirates Stadium & A Great day

During this fantastic saturday..
hm wake up in the morning to travel from Northwest(Liverpool) towards the South(London)..
it is a long journey though..
well in the end it is a tiring one..
however..
I have achieved one of my dreams in my life..
to watch a football match at the Emirates Stadium, Arsenal, London..
although I watch the game alone..I feel great to support the team with the Gunners Fans..
during the matchday..

many people were heading to the stadium..
of course..there are many charity events going on..


there is it..the world class Emirates Stadium..




after that..
I got access into the stadium..
with my tickets and my Arsenal membership card..

there are many facilities inside the stadium..
many people just having their snack before the game..

and guess what..

the Arsenal fans are watching the game from Old Trafford, Manchester..
we are enjoying the game because Man Utd was losing..
"Yay!!" from the Arsenal supporters..

after awhile..I went to get my seat in the stadium..
and finally..this is the wonderful Emirates Stadium..



and 1st of all..
we can see that players are warming up..

Arsenal players warming up


Blackburn players as well..

when the time is up for the training..
all the players are heading back to the dressing room..

and here we go..the final watering the pitch..
before the kickoff
we are getting closer and closer..

and of course..

JaSoN @ Emirates Stadium, London



The game was about to start!


the cute part..the kid shooting at the goal..
with the GUNNERSAURUS become the goalkeeper..


The game get started!!

and u would not believe things are getting better..

as Andrey Arshavin (My new favourite player) scores with just 2 minutes gone..
the Arsenal players celebrate together


the Arsenal Big Screen



Eboue's penalty


Final whistle..and it is the end of the match


the match was very entertaining..
as Arsenal got a massive win over Blackburn..
the highlight of the game was Arshavin's second goal..
world class finish..that's why he is worth so much..
well..this result got us back into the top four..
because we need that so badly..
hopefully villa will blow it again..

and another news for the great day..
I said it was a great day..
not just because I get to watch the match in the Emirates Stadium..
but also I'm proud of Liverpool (where I'm staying there)..
as Liverpool trashed Manchester United 4-1
what a result..as Man Utd lose at home..

on the other side..
I feel very tired because the journey cause me 5 hours by train..
well..I'm so dead right now..
I think I should go to bed..
a great day & a memorable one..

GooD Night!!

FROM +JaSoN+

March

it's March..
and the winter season is gonna end soon..
I have stayed here for 6 months when we reach the 20th of this month..

however..
the weather is still that cold..
and yes..it is the last month of classes..
before we heading into Easter holidays..
wow..Easter holidays..another one month break..
at least I have something on during the break..
to be honest..
I'm having just 2 days of classes per week..
so it's kinda boring here..
that's why I have plenty of free time..
sometimes I'm really jobless..
I even think what I have been doing for the last 6 months...
holidays..holidays and holidays..

alright here is to-do list for March..
11th of March - going to Manchester
14th of March - heading to Emirates Stadium
31st of March - Due date for Marketing assignment


that's it..
I can see I'm so free..
well..life still goes on..
and I still go through everyday like jobless people..
yup..have to stay the same until the summer..
can't wait..

THE END


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